:: Thinking constantly about the families in Haiti who have had the carpet ripped out from under them. Feeling the pain of the adoptive families on message boards I visit, as they wait helplessly to go rescue their children, some of them desperate to know if those children are still alive. Praying and wondering what will come of a place already so afflicted by poverty, now in physical ruins.
:: Worrying quietly for Marin as she soon faces another round of testing, another MAG-3, and what if another surgery on what was once thought to be her good kidney? Wondering what it will mean for her future, knowing that somewhere there must be reason and goodness in this. Searching to find it, and safety.
:: Realizing for sure that not all of our friends share our love and excitement for the future of our family, and learning how to let go for the right reasons.
:: Sitting in the emergency room with Jack this evening, waiting for x-rays on his (not broken) arm, thinking again about the children in Haiti and the injuries they suffer from, only without the comfort of a quiet hospital room and proper medical attention, or even the consolation of parents and families who didn't make it.
I am so thankful for what I have- for the general health of my family, the feeling of security and the ability to dream, and the freedom to act on those dreams, that living in this country provides. I am so grateful for the people in my life who hold my hand through these times, and for the healing that another day will bring.
Molly ~ You are such a strong cookie!! I am so glad to have you as my friend! I love ya!
Posted by: Cindy | 20 January 2010 at 09:05 AM
Molly, You have our support... You have our prayers...You have our love...unconditionally...always...God bless, Love always, Mom & Dad
Posted by: cindie | 20 January 2010 at 10:23 AM
My heart has been heavy for Haiti since the earthquake. And to hear that another strong quake hit today - I'm devastated for them. I'm grateful for what I have, that's for sure. How could I not be?
I'm so excited for you and your family, and for what is to come. As a friend, you have my support. And I'm so glad to hear Jack didn't break his arm (what on earth happened?).
xoxo
Posted by: SJ | 20 January 2010 at 11:26 AM
Oh, love. Keeping you guys in my prayers today and always.
Posted by: Jen L. | 20 January 2010 at 02:47 PM
*hugs* My heart aches for the people of Haiti too. I'm glad Jack is okay and please keep us updated on Marin, she's lucky to have a great family to give her love and support.
Posted by: Laylabean | 21 January 2010 at 10:30 AM
It's not always easy to remember to be grateful for every day and everything we have. Haiti is in such terrible shape and all we can do is give money and pray.
Glad Jack's arm isn't broken, hope he's doing well!
Posted by: BetteJo | 24 January 2010 at 08:30 PM